161

>> Monday, February 23, 2009

Today's weight, 161.

I wish it was easier.

I forgot to take Hoodia today.

I have to remember to take it everyday.

I did not exercise at all today.

It was raining but that's a bad excuse.

Tomorrow, I will eat less.

I will be working all day so I won't be able to exercise.

This is frustrating. :(

But, I will do this. I will not give up.

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>> Saturday, February 21, 2009

Today's weight 161.5 lbs.

Someone said that I did not over eat today.

I am not sure.

The number does not look good.

So depressing.

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Slogans from OA

>> Tuesday, February 17, 2009

The elevator is broken - take the steps

I didn't use food;food used me.

First things first.

An attitude of gratitude

When in doubt, leave it out.

If you fail to plan, you plan to fail.

HALT - Don't get too Hungry,Angry,Lonely or Tired.

Isolation is the dark room where we develop our negatives.

Don't compare your insides to other people's outsides.

Keep an open mind, but don't let your brains fall out.

Insanity: doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result.

If you're spinning your wheels, try getting out of the driver's seat.

If it ain't broke, don't fix it.

Your as sick as your secrets.

If you do what you always did, you'll get what you always got.

Take an action, then let go of the results.

Live and let live.

One day at a time.

Keep it simple.

Serenity isn't freedom from the storm:it's peace within the storm.

Surrendering means you don't have to fight anymore.

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Overeaters Anonymous

I found OA meetings near my house.

I think I will join one of them very soon.

This is kinda funny, because even before I go there,

I know I will be "too skinny" to join the meeting and

members will hate me for that.

The thing is, I am overeating and it is not doing any good

to my body, mind or spirit.

I guess the damage is still smaller than the damage many

other people have had.

Still, it is a fact that I have this weight issue.

My doctor told me that I'm overweight.

So, I am officially fat!

If I don't do anything about it now, things will only get

harder.

Now, it is not too late.

I can do this. I will do this.

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Day 6

Ok, my diet is going veeeery slowly.

Today, I weigh 160.

I haven't walked for a couple of days now since it's been raining. (excuse, excuse...)

This morning, I woke up late so I skipped breakfast.

For lunch, I had rice, leftover chicken cream stew.

Oh I haven't had much water. I better drink water now.

Dinner, cream cheese & salmon bagel, salad, tea, and water.



One of my readers told me not to eat the bagel, but I could not resist. :(

If I had not eaten the bagel, it would have gone bad and that would have been a waste.

That sounds like a bad excuse just to eat more....

I always have tons of reasons why I should eat this and that.....

Long way to go.

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Day 1

>> Thursday, February 12, 2009

1st entry!


This time, I am serious.

I will lose weight for real.

I am so sick and tired of my weight, how I look, what I wear, how I feel about myself all because of my weight.

I know I will be much happier and more confident when I lose weight.

I cannot stay fat and ugly forever and keep hating myself.



Today, I weigh 161. In 2 months, I will lose 21 lbs.

Do you think it's possible? I DO!!!

This blog will be used to record my progress.

And you, the reader is to monitor my progress everyday and

encourage me.


I hope hoodia will make miracle happen.


Anyways...


Breakfast: slimfast mixed with soy milk.

Lunch: Tarragon Chicken Salad Sandwich. (480 calories, 35g protein, 11g total fat, 3g fiber, 1210mg sodium.) and tea(you know I don't add sugar to my tea).

Dinner: Something really good.


Between my work, I'm walking up and down the hill of SF to get a fresh air and some exercise.

Last couple of days, I power-walked around the lake. I will keep doing it.



3 days ago, I started taking hoodia, the miracle pills.

I can feel that it's working.

I am supposed to keep taking it for 6 weeks.

Even though I used to feel hungry constantly and I had a habit of just keep eating something,

now I don't feel hungry so all the time and I don't have that strong urge to eat.

This is great!

I hope I can stay this way.

Good luck to myself!

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